Bittersweet.

My plan of going back to school gives me a bittersweet feeling. I know it's not 100% sure yet, but it will involve me leaving all my friends, the comforts of my home...you know, the works. No more security blanket for me that's for sure. I mean, it's not confirmed yet, but just thinking of what I'd be leaving behind gives me that bittersweet feeling. That's 12-14hours away from home,friends,family,bf. Although, at the same time, I am excited to be far away from being pampered. I grew up from being less pampered to becoming overly pampered (both emotionally and physically...it's kinda confusing, but i'll save it  for another blog). I don't want to say that I've been so dependent, but it seems like I am and I want to break the habit. I want to be the Lil Miss Independent that I was years ago. I know it's easy for me to say all these things, but knowing me, it would be very difficult readjusting to life again. It takes time for someone like me to go back to my "usual".

Bittersweet.

pffft.
...maybe I should get some rest, eh? maybe I should.

<3 lots, 
P.