Total Surrender.

Take what I have known and break it all apart. You my God are greater still.

-Hillsong; The Greatness of Our God

It's such an easy concept to let go and let God but it's difficult to do. It's easy to say "I surrender to you God", but it takes a lot of pushing to actually DO it. 

The constant struggles and hurdles  have been piling up in my life and I  have given up. I am only human and I cannot continue anymore with my human strength. I am nothing. I cannot do this alone. I have given up.

Kneeling on my knees and with arms raised to the sky, I surrendered my ALL to HIM.

I GAVE up.

I gave God total control of my life...and IT FEELS darn AWESOME. (or should I say...o-some?) I cannot explain the contentment that I have in my life right now. I cannot explain how the emptiness was filled by His greatness. I cannot explain how awesome God is and how he is working through me every single day. I am in awe of his awesomeness.

I may still be a work in progress, but knowing that there is a God who looks after me gives me an indescribable feeling (way better than anything else!).