Things will get better...I hope?

Why hello world of blogging...how I missed you! December was a crazy month for me. Crazy, like, 3 weeks worth of holiday parties/dinners and my week-long birthday celebration kind of crazy. Oh speaking of which, thank you everyone for the birthday greetings and thank you Ladies for my o-some birthday brunch.

And hello 2010: 2009 wasn't really my year. 2009 had its ups and downs. 2009 started well and just went downhill right after graduation. Ok, majority of the year was just horribad for me, but it had its moments. I am being positive this year that 2010 would be my year. (haha, kinda funny how I tell myself that every year) No, phorealllzz though, I'll try to be more on the positive-side this year no matter how terrible things are. I'm starting to get my life back on track and I am very hopeful. This year, no expectations = no disappointments. Agree? (this is really getting nowhere, huh?) phocus.

Just gonna change the flow here for a lil bit...
Dear bffl, I know I have said a lot of hurtful things and I have been very distant lately. You, of all people, should know that I am very sorry and I mean it. I know we haven't talked lately but I want you to know that I'm always here for you no matter what. (no bs here). You may hate me for what I did. You can be bitter towards me. Do whatever. I understand. I just want you to be happy no matter what. Sooo, please...no good-byes? I really want you to be happy and know what you really want in life. Hope to talk to you soon...bffl.

Whoa. Ok. This blog is really all over the place. THINGS WILL GET BETTER...IT WILL!