Yes, we own a karaoke machine now. For the longest time, I really hoped NOT to own one, but what can I do...my parents finally decided it's time to get one. *sigh* Ok, I'm not really..."against" on owning one, it's just that...I usually want to relax at night. BUT (big but...), it sure does make me feel good.
I would still choose writing over singing when I want to release my emotions, but last night I (sort of) proved myself wrong. I was amazed how songs slap me left and right. It's almost like they're speaking to me...trying to tell me to wake up...or something like that. It's crazy how everything is trying to tell me something, eh?
(changing the flow here...)
Goodbyes. I hate goodbyes. I honestly...(with all my heart)...hate it. I have a problem with people leaving in my life. It just makes me sad. I'm not referring to someone in particular, but in general, I just hate people leaving. Like, this week, both my brothers are not home and won't be back til Sunday evening. I hate it. I hate it when people say: GOODbye. I hate saying goodbye to people who mean to me. Family, friends, random people maybe? I do have a problem with people leaving and goodbyes. So to those people who I consider truly close to me, please don't be mad if I don't say goodbye...I just don't say it because it hurts. But what can I do...people always leave...and I'm used to it.
Anyway, I honestly can't write right now. I don't know why my thoughts are just so disorganized. It's probably the weather? Yeah.. it's the weather.
...maybe karaoke would make me feel better? Good call.
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