Sanity.

I'm not going to be very formal in my writing today. I feel like blogging, but I don't know what to write...hmmm...
Ok, let's keep me sane (because I'm o-some...just like that).

I've been spending these past few weeks trying to re-evaluate my life and my relationships with my friends & family. I'm slowly trying to regain the strength to wake up every morning and say: Good morning, sunshine! hehe, kidding aside, I am slowly learning new things about myself everyday. I have learned that a lot of simple (and odd) things makes me happy...and sane. Below, I will list some of the things that have been keeping me sane all these years. (these are not in order btw, dont hate!)

1) my lil sisters: Candelaria twins, Hannahbanana and Sarahbobarah. I know we're not blood sisters, but I've seen you guys grow up and you guys make me happy everytime you tackle me.

2) FOOD: surprise, surprise. I have realized that even in my lowest of lows, food kept me sane. My love for you, oh dear food, will always be...unconditional.

3) Dogs: I'm not talking about cute, little, toy dogs here. I'm talking about medium-sized to ginormous dogs. I was looking through some old pictures and I saw this picture. It made me miss my good ol' Husky, Adi. She was my buddy, my enemy, my bestfriend. I miss you, Adi.

4) my shoes: haha, yes..I have an obsession with shoes. As much as I'm trying to be very cheap (ok, maybe thrifty is the word), I still have random urges to buy shoes to make me happy. I recently bought an o-some pair of kicks, but I'm still trying to figure out what to wear it with or how to wear it. (uhh..the dilemma!)

5) Sol.illaquists of Sound: underground..upbeat..'nuf said.

6) my girls: You all know that you are crazy, insane, wild...but you girls make me soooo sane, I can't even explain it.Thank you.

7) books: yes, I read. I have actually made a vow to myself that I will actually read all the books that I buy this time. So far...I'm doing good.

8) Church: I know I've been sooo distant, but this time, it's foreaaalz. C&C people keeps me sane. Youth keeps me sane. The Bible keeps me sane.

9) Gabe Bondoc: Your voice is so soothing. Your music is so relaxing. Your smile makes me happy...thank you Gabe!

10) Organized closet/room: Yes, my OCD-ish self loves to have a well-organized closet and a dust-free room at all times. WOW...scary.

11) GLEE : This show is amazing. Makes my heart melt every episode. I'm not a TV person, but this is just plain o-some.

12) HAIRCUTS: A visit to my hairdresser makes me happy, unless they mess up. HAHA. Ok, I rarely have bad haircuts, but once it happens, I start to lose my sanity...I kid!

13) Stars/stargazing: Look at the stars, look how they shine for youuuu. So relaxing. You should try it once in a while.

14) Flowers: I'm a sucker for flowers. (lilies..roses..tulips) *BIG SIGH*

15) my twin brotha: 'nuf said.


...I guess that's enough for now???